I get weirdly scholarly on other topics when I don’t want to study tax.
It’s really odd going from relative contentment with life that comes from getting better after an illness combined with the relaxation of a spring break, to going into a depressive spiral that seems very logically sound, all within five minutes.
Went from being contentedly lazy, going “i should probably read this tax book and do homework” to “Why do I even bother. He sent out an email i failed to understand and I still can’t grasp this info chart he sent and gods why do i even try? I don’t have a job and I really hate what I’m doing and there’s really no point for me to continue college when all I want to do is cease existing. I don’t really want to die, but I can’t exact justify my own living. I have no skills and gee, I don’t really know what I want to do with my life. I am garnering no joy from anything and if there is no joy in life, then what is the point? I am neither contributing to humanity as a whole nor to anything really significant.”
And from there on it’s a terrible spiral that I’m trying to prevent by recording it and possibly figuring out a way to stop it from turning into me laying in bed for another 6 hours or returning to old habits, which are looking rather nice.
I think I’m okay now, I just needed to write this.
“Never again need you be gloomy about your lack of knowledge on griffins with your morning coffee”
Woop! GRIFFIN MUG. I’m sharing all the information* I’ve gathered about them through my lifelong obsession.
AND there’s free shipping at the moment! Neato! Click for free shipping awesome mug.
Onto more mugs!
*What I could fit on the mug. Didn’t even get onto the Arimaspi.
has griffins on it??
I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT
I have a mighty need.
Cool! For some reason I thought the opinicus gryphons had visible ears, though. Must be the webcomics I’m reading ahaha
unpacking and watching attack on titan.
then art and more blog things.